Freedom never felt so good.

I've started to not care about boys.
Which is the best feeling in the world. Because, no matter what, I just don't care. 
I'm not completely done caring, of course. I still crave that attention like any other girl, but not nearly as much as in the past. I don't care if no one has texted me all day, I don't care if that cute guy on campus doesn't notice me, I don't care that anything I've ever had with anyone has failed. 

Not caring never felt so good. 

Focusing on myself, finding my value, being independent of others' opinions,never felt so good.

I can honestly say that I don't want a boyfriend, and I can honestly say that I don't even care if a boy likes me. 

This is such a freeing feeling. 
I'm not enslaved by opinions, I'm not controlled  by people's choices. 

I can see clearly, I can make my own choices, I can make my own mistakes. 
I love it. This feeling may be just as addicting as the attention.

Freedom. Freedom is addicting. And I'm hooked.